I went back to work today after 5 weeks off. I was very pleased to get back to it and try and continue a life with some sort of normality. I also stopped taking the medication about a week ago, and yesterday I kept my appointment with the psychiatrist, in which he gave me many reasons why I should take the medication but that he was expecting me to stop taking it because I have "a lack of insight due to my illness".
I have now moved my bedroom to another room so I no longer share a wall with the neighbours house in which I believe most of the "DEW" attacks are coming from, and this, along with some other defences (mylar,reflectix), has helped me sleep somewhat. But they have started to attack with the helicopters/drones in the night again and they attack my heart. I know they will kill me in the end, as my farther told me "these people usually get what they want in the end", so it is up to me to spread as much light as possible into this dark world with the time I have left.
I trust in God with all my heart. I know He has a plan, and I know that God will use this for good in the end, even if my human mind can not see or understand everything at the moment.