Wednesday, 26 November 2014

Im Ready For What Is Coming

Things have been relatively quiet recently. The slow cooking of my internal organs continues but as for the sleep deprivation it has been minimal, they usually keep me awake on the first or second day at work (I work 4 days on, 4 days off, 8am to 8pm). They do usually let me sleep if I take an anti-psychotic but it is not always the case. I know how this sounds, it sounds as if the drugs are alleviating my "symptoms" but I know this is not the case.

They seem to have stepped things up over the last week, I'm not sure why, they do this from time to time. They woke me up at 2:30am this morning and have not let me sleep since, it is now 1:49pm. My first day of work is tomorrow so I'm expecting a sleepless night to night. 

The other week I was attacked by a DEW while walking my dog. When I got to my car there was a woman loitering around, she had an I.D card around her neck, she could have either worked for the police or the mental health services, but I'm sure it was her who attacked me. There was also a man in a van, I think he was the witness for if I lashed out at her. When I drove away the both also drove away.

Another tactic they use on me is sirens, police or ambulance, wherever I go.

Anyway I just felt I needed to speak about these things.


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