Sunday, 24 May 2015

Not Easy

Life is never easy, for anyone. But when you're a target, simple things can become difficult. My job is becoming problematic at the moment. It used to be a simple job that I enjoyed, not so anymore. The bosses keep throwing more and more work our way and thus the stress levels in the team I work in seem to be going through the roof. 

I don't really worry about loosing my job anymore, in fact, I am ashamed to say I some times wish that I would loose my job. It would relieve a great deal of pressure. I have some savings to keep me going for a little while, and as I live with a parent who thinks I am psychotic, I'm not in any real danger of becoming homeless. So in that respect I know I am very lucky.

The trouble is if I did loose this job I think I might struggle to get another. And when it comes down to it I don't want to be jobless, been there, done that. I just wish I was better at performing the tasks I'm given at work. Of course sleepless nights don't help.

The only real stress relief I get at work is when read the scriptures on my break. I believe that God is using these trials in my life to test me, although I don't always remember that. 

Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:  
1 Peter 4:12


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