I don't really worry about loosing my job anymore, in fact, I am ashamed to say I some times wish that I would loose my job. It would relieve a great deal of pressure. I have some savings to keep me going for a little while, and as I live with a parent who thinks I am psychotic, I'm not in any real danger of becoming homeless. So in that respect I know I am very lucky.
The trouble is if I did loose this job I think I might struggle to get another. And when it comes down to it I don't want to be jobless, been there, done that. I just wish I was better at performing the tasks I'm given at work. Of course sleepless nights don't help.
The only real stress relief I get at work is when read the scriptures on my break. I believe that God is using these trials in my life to test me, although I don't always remember that.
Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:
1 Peter 4:12